Sunday Salon, 4/20/19

Sunday Salon


Finished the April 1896 issue of The Black Cat. I’ll have a review of that on Thursday-ish. Otherwise, I didn’t finish anything other than short stories this week.

I picked 5 for Deal Me In this week: “Call for Help” by Robert Arthur from Alfred Hitchcock prestents: More Stories Not for the Nervous. This is the type of story I was expecting from the Not for the Nervous anthologies. Martha Halsey, age 80, is sure that her niece, Ellen, and nephew-in-law, Roger, are plotting the early death of Martha and her younger sister Louisa (younger, but past age 75). The sisters aren’t in the best health, but that’s because Roger, a pharmacist, is poisoning them. One of the ladies’ cats has already turned up dead and the other is missing. They’ve been moved out of their old house, away from friends,  and into Ellen and Roger’s place, which has no phone. (This is the 1960s and Roger says the phone it too expensive(?)) Louisa is in a wheelchair and the weather has turned frigid, how are the sisters going to escape? Well, Martha has a plan… I enjoy stories with older protagonists, though in this case, you wonder if Martha is as lucid as she seems.

Random fact: I had an Aunt Martha. I don’t remember her well other than when I was young I took a trip to Minnesota with my grandparents to visit relatives. We stayed in her house, which she lived in alone, in rural Minnesota, and told jokes about what to do when bears showed up on the doorstep. Seems like she was a pretty cool lady.

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Part of the reason I didn’t finish any books this week is because I went to the library:

I’m still working on Love and Mr. Lewisham. Also started Life Moves Pretty Fast by Hadley Freeman.

Love and Mr. Lewisham Life Moves Pretty Fast: The Lessons We Learned From Eighties Movies (And Why We Don't Learn Them From Movies Any More)


College basketball is in the rear-view mirror which means it’s time for my “summer” sport to watch: ultimate frisbee. This year, in addition to club games and the AUDL (the pro league), there are two new pro women’s leagues. The Premier Ultimate League’s first games were Saturday. The league includes a team from Medellin, Columbia and they are fun to watch.


Honestly, I’ve been a little out of it this week. It’s been hard mustering the enthusiasm to do much. I went to the library. I played some ultimate.

EverQuest 2: In these kinds of moods, the easiest thing is to play some video game or another. Right now, it’s EverQuest 2. It’s nice to hang out in a “world” where goals are easily defined and their difficulties are somewhat color-coded. (Writing lately is definitely ^^^ Heroic.)

Bullet Journaling: Also, when I get into these blah, sort of  aimless moods, I have a tendency to start a new task management app. I’ve been feeling sort of unmoored, so I decided to try bullet journaling again. I figure that maybe having things in a solid paper/pen form might help. Now, I’m not too worried about spreads and themes and such. This is a purely practical exercise right now; art can be done elsewhere. I’m using a composition notebook. If things go well and I stick with it, I might buy a dotted journal—Michael’s has a whole line of $5 journals.

The Sunday Salon is a linkup hosted by Deb @ Readerbuzz

Review ~ I’ll Be Gone in the Dark

I'll Be Gone in the Dark cover

I’ll Be Gone in the Dark: One Woman’s Obsessive Search for the Golden State Killer by Michelle McNamara

For more than ten years, a mysterious and violent predator committed fifty sexual assaults in Northern California before moving south, where he perpetrated ten sadistic murders. Then he disappeared, eluding capture by multiple police forces and some of the best detectives in the area.

Three decades later, Michelle McNamara, a true crime journalist who created the popular website, was determined to find the violent psychopath she called “the Golden State Killer.” Michelle pored over police reports, interviewed victims, and embedded herself in the online communities that were as obsessed with the case as she was.

I’ll Be Gone in the Dark—the masterpiece McNamara was writing at the time of her sudden death—offers an atmospheric snapshot of a moment in American history and a chilling account of a criminal mastermind and the wreckage he left behind. It is also a portrait of a woman’s obsession and her unflagging pursuit of the truth. Utterly original and compelling, it has been hailed as a modern true crime classic—one which fulfilled Michelle’s dream: helping unmask the Golden State Killer. (via Goodreads)

Common conversations between my husband and I over the last few years revolve around two true crime investigations/court cases. The first is the murder of Hae Min Lee and the incarceration of Adnan Syed, which was profiled in season one of the podcast Serial and more recently an HBO docu-series. The second is the  murder of Teresa Halbach and incarceration of  Steven Avery and Brendan Dassey, the subject of the docu-series Making a Murderer. To me, both of these cases reflect the actions of a (at best) desperate and (at worst) corrupt justice system where putting someone in jail for a terrible crime takes precedence over discovering what truly happened.

A variation on this came up in The Man from the Train. When faced with the possibility of truly random murders, police and other investigators reached for whatever fall guy they could find even when evidence didn’t fit. In the case of the Man from the Train, not only were men and women falsely accused and imprisoned, but they ended up dead at the hands of lynch mobs.

We humans don’t like uncertainty. And we absolutely want closure.

I’ll Be Gone in the Dark is about the Golden State Killer, but it’s also about Michelle McNamara and a bevy of investigators who tenaciously pursued the truth in spite of uncertainty. They didn’t want “a” guy for the rapes and murders that occurred for over a decade in California, they wanted “the” guy. McNamara writes honestly about her obsession with this cluster of crimes that took place in the 70s and early 80s. She had no personal connection to those specific crimes; she grew up in Oak Park, Illinois and the murder of a girl in her neighborhood was the spark of her interest in the hows and whys of these types of crimes.

While McNamara’s narrative doesn’t shy away from details, it doesn’t revel in them either. To contrast, The Man from the Train was very specific about the details of each murder and how they overlapped, but there the author is laying out the case that murders were the work of one man. In I’ll Be Gone in the Dark, we’re stepping into a investigation in progress. McNamara doesn’t need to supply each and every detail. Instead, she is freer to tell the story of the investigations; where they failed in the past and what hope there might be for catching a killer by combing over every piece of information.

Michelle McNamara died suddenly before finishing this book. While writer Paul Haynes and journalist Billy Jensen organized her prodigious notes, the chapters that aren’t written by McNamara (they are clearly noted) provide information, but lack her deft touch as a writer. The third part of the book includes several methods that were being used to find the Golden State Killer, including the use of online genealogy tools to match DNA markers. Shortly after the book’s publication, Joseph James DeAngelo was arrested for the murders, tracked down using a similar technique.

McNamara wrote this book fueled by uncertainty and never got closure. Some of the police who originally worked the case retired before seeing this breakthrough. I can’t imagine what it’s been like for the victims and their families. But it seems strange to me that I should find their patience and their resistance to finding “a” guy for the crimes to be downright heroic.

Publishing info: Harper Perennial, 2018
My Copy: Kindle/Overdrive, Tempe Public Library
Genre: true crime, memoir

All the Details: 2019 Nonfiction Reading Challenge

Sunday Salon, 4/14/19

Sunday Salon

For a while, I’ve been considering pivoting to a Sunday post. I’m usually in a more reflective mood on Sunday because that’s when I plan out my week. So, it makes more sense for me to do this kind of post  on Sundays. I’m also going to roll Deal Me In into my Sunday Salon. Lately, I’ve just had less to say about short stories.


I finished I’ll Be Gone in the Dark by Michelle McNamara. While I didn’t read it *right* after The Man from the Train, I will admit that the two have made me think about whether my door is locked at night. And during the day. I should have a review of I’ll Be Gone in the Dark on Thursday.

For Deal Me In this week, I pulled 10♣: “No Bath for the Browns” by Margot Bennett from Alfred Hitchcock’s Stories Not for the Nervous. Margot Bennett was crime/mystery a novelist and screenwriter. This slight three-page tale tells of the Browns who take out a ten year lease on a London fixer-upper. Mr. Smith, the previous tenant, disappeared abruptly leaving a rather curious bathroom project unfinished. It seems he moved the bathtub to the bottom of the stairs. And also the house has an odd smell. But everything is absolutely fine…

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What’s Deal Me In?


I’m really bad about sticking to a to-be-read list. Actually, I did pretty well last year, but it seems that any discipline I had was completely used up. This year has been completely wild and wahoo. What book have I picked up to follow I’ll Be Gone in the Dark during this #SpringIntoHorror month? Love and Mr. Lewisham, one of H. G. Wells’ non-genre works.

Book cover of Love and Mr. Lewisham by H. G. Wells featuring an image of a man holding a woman's hand and leaning in close.


There is an explanation for this reading choice. I discovered last week that CW Seed streaming service had the remaining episodes of Time After Time.

Time After Time is not a great show. It’s plot is a bit of a mess and the writers seemed to have no notion of bodily harm or, well, time travel. But it does have very appealing leads, a great cast of supporting characters, and a surprising amount of nods to Wells’ body of work. The show only lasted five episodes on TV, but the whole first season lives on via the internet.


Writing: I’m at the point with Deal with the Devil where I’m fairly sure my characters are the most boring to ever grace a page. Needless to say, April hasn’t been a bang-up writing month.

Ultimate Frisbee: My league team is doing alright. We’re all very chill and capable; the kind of team I like. We have another 4 weeks left to the season, but for some reason I decided it was time to get the finals bracket worked out for the website.

Spring/Early Summer Cleaning: I’m intending to give the apartment a good mucking out over the next couple months. I did the bedroom the week before last and started on the kitchen last week. More kitchen this week.

The Sunday Salon is a linkup hosted by Deb @ Readerbuzz

Mini Reviews, Vol. 16 ~ Audio Edition

Trust Me, I'm Lying cover Trust Me, I’m Lying: Confessions of a Media Manipulator by Ryan Holiday

DNF. I listened to maybe an hour and a half of Trust Me, I’m Lying. The first 60 minutes were interesting and a little sickening as Holiday describes how he (and others) create buzz, hype, and news stories out of virtually nothing. But then, the stories/explanations of how and why got repetitive. The audio book was recorded by Holiday. While the quality wasn’t bad, there was a lack of pauses at what would be section/chapter headings in a book; it all ran together.

Accidental Thief cover Accidental Thief by C.J. Davis & Jamie Davis

DNF too. I wanted to check out the phenomenon of LitRPG, which if you are like me old and out of touch aren’t familiar is a narrative with heavy RPG conventions including things like character stats. First, maybe this works better in non-audio format. Listening to the main character check his stats over and over again (“Name: Hal Dix. Class: Rogue. Level: 2. Attributes. Brawn: 8. Wisdom: 8. Luck: 18+5. Speed: 10+1. Looks: 18. Health 16/16. Skills… “) was not scintillating. Second, the tropes that are used are especially and purposefully (?) not unique. The protagonist is a boring guy stuck in a office job (with nice wife and young child) who is sucked into a mysterious game where he framed for a murder and ends up fighting spiders in the sewer with a mysterious stranger who is obviously a girl. Apparently, the challenges will become increasingly more difficult. But I’d rather spend my time playing an RPG rather than reading/listening to one.

Tesla cover Tesla: Man Out of Time by Margaret Cheney

Not a DNF! I read about half of this book and listened to about half of it. I had previously read W. Bernard Carlson’s Tesla: Inventor of the Electrical Age which emphasized where Tesla’s innovations fit within the technologies of the time. Cheney’s  book takes a much more personal look at Tesla, without being overly sensational or speculative. There is still science, but also things like letter excerpts from friends and colleagues that give a more human aspect to Tesla.

All the Details: 2019 Nonfiction Reading Challenge

It’s Monday, What Are You… (4/8/19)


Readathon was very relaxed for me, so I didn’t get too far into my TBR. You know what? That’s okay. What am I reading this week?

I'll Be Gone in the Dark: One Woman's Obsessive Search for the Golden State Killer The Hellbound Heart

I don’t know if I’ll Be Gone in the Dark counts for Spring Into Horror, but, man, it should. Crime in the 70s and 80s was nuts. Also, a bunch of short stories. Will my TBR list change after my trip to the library tomorrow? Possibly.

It's Monday! What Are You ReadingIt’s Monday! What Are You Reading, hosted by Book Date!

Dewey’s 24-Hour Readathon, Spring 2019



Calling it a night. Or maybe I’ll be back up after a nap…

00:24, Sunday

Did I say something about not being sleepy? My husband shared some of his sour gummies with me; much needed zing.  I decided instead of skipping to another book I’d continue with I’ll Be Gone in the Dark.


That was quite a game. I’ll admit, I did more watching than reading. Good luck to Texas Tech on Monday!

The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl, Vol. 7: I've Been Waiting for a Squirrel Like You

But I did finish The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl, Vol. 8: I’ve Been Waiting for a Squirrel Like You.

Mid-Event Survey (Even though we’re past halfway…)

  1. What are you reading right now? I’m going to take out the garbage,maybe take a walk, and then start on The Hellbound Heart.
  2. How many books have you read so far? I read about a third of a book, listened to a third of a book, and read one comic collection.
  3. What book are you most looking forward to for the second half of the Read-a-thon? Looking forward to some Clive Barker, but might also check out something magic themed from Hoopla.
  4. Have you had many interruptions? How did you deal with those? Just been going with the flow.
  5. What surprises you most about the Read-a-thon, so far? I’m surprised that I’m feeling pretty awake. Though maybe I shouldn’t be considering the amount of caffeine I’ve had…


I had four and a half hours left on Tesla: Man Out of Time and I listened to it all. During which, I played EverQuest 2—I “tradeskilled,” leveling my provisioner/chef from level 15th to 22nd level.

Tesla: Man Out of Time

Now, dinner of pepperoni pizza and a little basketball. I’m going to have the Michigan State v. Texas Tech game on while reading some The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl.


Lunchtime! I’m going to have a bacon cheddar BBQ burger and an Orange Vanilla Coke Zero. On the reading front, I’m about halfway done with I’ll Be Gone in the Dark, but I think I’m going to switch over to the Tesla audio book for a while.


That was such a good nap. I dreamed I ate lunch at some sort of cafe. The waitress brought food out at random (first the entree, then desert, then bread sticks…) and kept saying “April Fool’s.” Now back to my reading…


Had breakfast of yogurt and a granola bar while reading some of I’ll Be Gone in the Dark. Despite a mug and a half of coffee, I think I’ll go back to sleep for a while. Morning naps are one of my favorite things.

05:24, Saturday

Man, 5am is early. I tried all week to shift my wake up time; alas, in vain. But here I am, a little late, hazelnut coffee in hand.

Getting to Know You Survey

  1. What fine part of the world are you reading from today? Tempe, AZ
  2. Which book in your stack are you most looking forward to? The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl! The plus side of being lazy about reading my library books is that I still have Squirrel Girl anthologies on hand for the late hours of readathon.
  3. Which snack are you most looking forward to? Despite my pumpkin pie threat, I don’t really have any snacks planned. I’ll probably just eat like normal.
  4. Tell us a little something about yourself! This April I’m also participating in Camp NaNoWriMo, which is the gentler form of National Novel Writing Month. But it’s been a slow writing month thus far…
  5. If you participated in the last read-a-thon, what’s one thing you’ll do different today? I’m going a little more unstructured today. More like a chill-a-read-a-thon.

Stack of Possibilities

 I'll Be Gone in the Dark: One Woman's Obsessive Search for the Golden State Killer The Hellbound Heart
 The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl, Vol. 8: My Best Friend's Squirrel Lady Molly of Scotland Yard

Down the TBR Hole #18


This is a meme started by Lia at Lost in a Story. The “rules” are:

  • Go to your Goodreads to-read shelf.
  • Order on ascending date added.
  • Take the first 5 (or 10 (or even more!) if you’re feeling adventurous) books. Of course, if you do this weekly, you start where you left off the last time.
  • Read the synopses of the books.
  • Decide: keep it or should it go?

I’m modifying this a little since my to-read shelf is a mess of books that are mostly in storage. Instead, I’m going to look at my wishlist—all those books I add on a whim during my travels around the book blogging community—and weed out the ones that don’t quite sound as good now. The “keepers” I’m going to look for at online libraries or add to my Amazon wishlist.

Full Dark House cover Full Dark House by Christopher Fowler

I don’t remember adding this to my TBR list. I’d say my want for historical thrillers has waned, so, GO.

The Bullet Trick cover The Bullet Trick by Louise Welsh

A magician with a shady past opening for burlesque acts in Berlin. You had me at magician, really. KEEP, and it’s available on Hoopla!

Now You See It cover Now You See It by Stuart M. Kaminsky

Since 2013, I’ve gone through phases of adding every book about or with a magician character to my TBR lists. You know what? There are a lot of them! I can be picky! This book is #24 in the Toby Peters series. And honestly, the plot synopsis makes it feel like there is way too much going on in this book for me. GO.

Shell Game cover Shell Game by Carol O’Connell

After saying the above, this mystery thriller still sparks some enthusiasm in me. KEEP.

Poe cover Poe: A Life Cut Short by Peter Ackroyd

I haven’t read a good biography of Poe. This and several other Peter Ackroyd books have been on my TBR list for way too long. KEEP.

Anyone have any experience with any of these? Any arguments for KEEP or GO?